It must be because I am getting older that there are already many chatters inside my head. The more one knows, the more one asks, and the more questions unfold. It must be because, too, that I spend so much time alone, with books and writings at home, that there is just too much space for so many musings. I almost have this desire always to go some place, a church perhaps, some temple.
I was raised a Catholic. There were just too many trips to church with my grandma and my family to the church, and too many sermons heard.
But I remember, I was fascinated most about the details of the church's insides, like statues of angels and stained glass windows, and church songs. Hardly an irreplaceable experience.
Oh, God, I am growing older.
How does life really unfold? Chronicling my post-bachelorette life one blog post at a time.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Thinking
I've been thinking quite too much these days. I guess it happens even after things turn out to be just too happy and glorious. The weekend has been very happy, I almost didn't want it to end. I was with my little family. Now things are about to change late this year. I'm thinking of leaving Manila and go back to my hometown. I guess perspectives change when you already have a child- you wake up one day and realize that you're not just living for yourself but for someone else.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Time for Myself
Julienne Roux is on vacation with grandma until the weekend, my husband is up in the mountain resort, cooking. I have the house all to myself. Much of the house work is finished, the books are out in the shelves, the fridge is full, I am on a lazy diet. This morning I just dropped by my shoemaker and asked for a quotation for the new suede shoes that I plan to have made in August. Tomorrow I'll be on my way to the National Library, and afterwards do a little shopping, then have coffee in the afternoon.
I miss that little bit of myself amid all this adjustments in the family and married life. It's the little madnesses of life that spur my creativity to write another book. Quite a lot of chatters in my head, I need a little music like this one.
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